My boring, boring, boring life

Okay, so I never realized just how boring life could be until now. Seriously, since school is out, and all of my friends left to go home..... I have NOTHING to do except work. Sad, huh? My roommate and I don't really know each other well enough to be at the stage where we go out and do stuff together, and all of my friends left for the summer. (sigh)

Moving on to an equally depressing subject... Why in the world do I have the stupid habit of getting crushes on guys that I have little or no chance with?! I would love it if just once, the guy that I was crushing on would crush on me.

Have you ever really thought about the concept of living forever? I was thinking about that the other day. After this life, if we make it into the Celestial Kingdom, we will live forever as Gods and Goddesses. Right? Well, I just realized the other day that the thought of living forever scares the heck out of me. I don't know why. Something about it having no end. Weird.... Maybe it's because I'm not married, so right now, I imagine spending forever by myself. Which would literally be Hell for me.

Went home this weekend, it was a ton of fun. Going home is always really bittersweet for me. On the one hand, it's really great to see my family, and I really do miss them when I'm not there. But, on the other hand.... It seems like everytime I leave and come back, my family gets 10 times louder. It's just easier living by myself. But, I hate being alone.... Man, I think I should just give up on feeling anything.... It's always too complicated.

Work.....

Ahh, work. How we both love it (for the money) and regret that we have to do it. I like my job, I really do. But, there are some people that just drive me insane! I've only been working at Albertsons for about a month and a half, and it really surprises me at how rude people can be sometimes. Like this couple that came in about a half an hour before we closed, I had already pulled back the day old rack (the rack that holds all of this stuff that is still good, but is a day after it's experation date), and they asked me where it was. I explained to them that we pulled the rack back about an hour and a half before we closed, so that we had time to make up a shrink report. They got mad and told me that they wanted to speak to my manager, and when i told them that Diann (my manager) wasn't here, they got even more pissed off and stormed out of the store. I really don't understand why people get so mad about such trivial things! Give me a break people! In the eternal scheme of things, is the fact that you couldn't get a cake that is usually 6.99 for 4.99 going to make a difference?! The simple truth is that it won't. So, this is an announcement for stupid people everywhere.... Get a life! And stop ruining mine! ( Lindsi is now taking a deep breath, stepping off the soapbox, and feeling a lot better!)

First year of college is over....

So, my first year of college is over, and I have to say that I am both grateful and nostalgic. It seems like everytime I blink, another few years have past and I'm older. I moved into my first apartment on Monday, and I'm really enjoying it. Except for the fact that I now have to cook. I've never been good at cooking, and now that I have to find my own food.... Let's just say that I think I'll be eating a little less often these days.

So, lately I've been debating about going on a mission. I know that it's a little early to be thinking about that, but it's been on my mind lately.....

I was at the DI the other day, and I saw the COOLEST thing. An old silver teapot, complete with the milk and sugar cups! I really wanted to buy it, but had to wait until payday.

I have wanted one of these things since I was, like, 6 years old! And to find one at the DI, where I can get if for 15 dollars.... Awesome. I firmly believe that every college apartment should have several weird, random things in it. And I am well on the way to achieving my beliefs. :)