Sometimes I feel like nothing more than an afterthought. That sounds weird, but that's how I feel. I think it's because I'm a lot less outgoing than most people. I'm more content to sit and watch people talk, than actually be apart of the conversation. People who know me will tell you that I'm very outgoing, outspoken, and stubborn. But that's only with people I know. Which makes it very hard for me to get to know new people. And I think that some of my friends, because I'm so quiet sometimes, forget me. Or they'll make plans with our other friends and not invite me, they'll think it's ok to ignore me when I call, or text, even though I really need to talk, so I'm left with no one to talk to..... I'm not placing blame, but it hurts when stuff like that happens.